As the holidays wind down, and another year draws to a close, I always like to take some time to look back and reflect on all that has happened. I tend to be a very nostalgic, sentimental person, so it’s no surprise that the end of the year brings up a lot of feelings for me. And what a year this has been! Overall, my 2015 was filled with a lot of joy and love. I truly think that it was a “happier” year. It was also a year filled with change, both in my personal and professional life.
The biggest change, in terms of Pilates, was my decision to leave a great job at a Pilates studio in the South Bay to take a position closer to home at a physical therapy office. It was a tough decision to make. I loved my job. I loved my clients. I loved my boss. I was afraid of leaving something good for something new and unknown. I was comfortable with where I was, and the idea of starting over really frightened me.
I did it anyway.
Looking back, that one decision, that one change, has affected so many areas of my life in such a positive way.
I HAVE MORE MONEY. Don’t get me wrong; money isn’t everything. But it sure is nice to have! Not only am I making more money at my new job, but I’m also spending less money. I’m not traveling as far for work, which means I’m not spending hundreds of dollars putting gas in my car. This has made a huge difference in my bank account — one that was noticeable almost immediately. Plus, the two or more hours a day that I used to spend in the car can now be used to teach more clients, which also means more money. It’s a win-win.
I HAVE MORE TIME. It’s funny. I’m working more hours per week, yet somehow still have more time to spend with my spouse, my friends, and my family. And I love it! I have time to take classes, to read books, to have lunch with my hubby, to play with my nieces, to take care of myself, to blog. And while I attribute most of that to, again, cutting out that pesky commute, I also think part of it is a change in my own mindset. I have a better understanding of the value of time. I know how quickly it passes and have readjusted my priorities accordingly. I want to make time for the things that are important to me, and so I do. I read Gretchen Rubin’s The Happiness Project last year and one thing that really resonated with me is this: “The days are long, but the years are short.” I repeat this to myself often, as a reminder to cherish the time I have and to use it wisely.
I HAVE MORE EXPERIENCE. One of the biggest reasons I was afraid to take this new position was because I had never worked in a physical therapy setting before. It is completely different from what I was doing in the South Bay. I felt inexperienced and intimidated, and I was afraid that I would fail as an instructor. Spoiler alert: I didn’t. Did I make mistakes? Yes. Did I learn from them? Yes! Did any of this kill me? No! Fast forward a few months and I am now feeling comfortable in my environment. I have great relationships with my clients, and I have learned so much from them — things I may not have learned had I stayed where I was. Working in a physical therapy office has taught me new exercises and modifications, new ways of thinking and problem solving, and has pushed me out of my comfort zone numerous times. I am better for it. Every time I meet a client with an injury or disability I haven’t worked with before, I learn something new. It’s exciting and empowering.
I HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE. I think this was a natural result of testing my own limits. I wanted to be a better instructor. I wanted to be well-rounded. I wanted to learn about the therapeutic and rehabilitation aspects of Pilates. I wanted to be able to work with any body placed in front of me — no matter the age, injury, skill level, etc. That is why I ultimately decided to take the position at a physical therapy office. I put myself in a situation that would require me to work hard and learn fast. When I realized that I could handle it, and succeed, my confidence soared. I want to be clear: I’m not claiming to know everything about Pilates and teaching. What I do know is that I am capable of learning and growing. I have a newfound confidence in myself and my abilities. This is huge.
I’m proud of what I have accomplished this year. I’ve grown a lot in 2015, but I’m not done yet. There are many things that I will continue to work on, and certainly many more changes to come. I’m hoping to welcome everything the new year brings with open arms. I know it isn’t easy, but I encourage you all to embrace change with courage and optimism. Cheers to the year ahead!

Happy New Year!
“Your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change.” — Jim Rohn














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